Well work is going fine, I dont know if I talked about it on here but I was going through some hard times, but its alot better now. Im opening tomorow and that is very odd, but oh well.. I dont mind its working...

 

Im geting my cell phone reactivated tomorow so that will be nice to have a phone with me all the time, but then on the other hand its kinda like a leash, but thats life. There are ups and downs to everything and I would rather have a cell phone then not. So ya ^_^ im excited for that!

 

Got into some trouble a few days ago, but thats geting all sorted out. But now I feel like everyone is treating me differently. Like they dont want to be around me, they dont talk to me as much, its like they dont trust me, or they just dont like me anymore. And if its any of those then I guess they really wernt my friends in the first place. But these are my close friends... so I dont know whats up, Ill have to talk to them about it. I wish I could talk to someone about everything, but for this stuff I cant talk to anyone about it. I was thinking of just talking to some random stranger but that wouldnt help.. I just want to talk about it, its nothing bad or anything, but I want to talk about it with someone... well I guess it is bad in a way since I cant talk about it with any of my friends. So I dont know what Im going to do about that.

 

It feels like I have to lie all the time. I feel like Im not allowed to be myself anymore... And I dont like it at all, I really dont like it. I feel like people are controling my life... I dont want to live a double life but i mean shit, you all dont let me be who I am and its not helping me at all.

 

Anyways I guess thats all, Ill stop whining now. wait one more thing I got a big ass sunburn today while I was watching the blue angels, so im really hot right now and its pretty cold..,. i think no one else is wearing shorts and a tank top anymore so I would guess its not that hot anymore.. but ya im done now

working, and hanging out with friends who are leaving, and working, and sleeping, and working on AMVs, and watching anime, and sleeping, and watching tv, and playing on the computer, and working, and working... ya

Ya long title but whatever! I am now a certified Starbucks Barista so yay! I actually get to make drinks for the coustomer now instead of making them to make them Its been great having everyone I know come in and say hey, so thanks ^_^

 

Lets see, I like everyone that works there, there great and we all clicked right away... with all the straight espresso shots its gets pretty interesting But hey Baristas are bubble energetic smiley people right? or should be at least... I think i just explained someone im not... but hey, when a cousomers around im all smiley and friendy likey.

 

Its actually a pretty hard job you know. Starbucks strives to make it a third environment or "home" theres home, work, and then starbucks. They want us to make every coustomer feel confortable and feel like family really I know this sounds all talk and stuff but they really do, thats what half the training is on. So from the first time you make eye contact its smiles and how are yous and how was your day. You "get to know them!" During the whole enteraction with the coustomer as your making the drink and such you interact with them get to know what they are doing today or this weekend, make conversation. Then at the end you are able to say a personal goodbye like "I hope you have fun on your boat this weekend" So ya, it gets a little hectic, trying to remember how to do the drink and enteracting with people. But I love it anyways ^_^

 

Ive found I really only find those traits at this kiosk. I dont think ive seen this good of service and dedication as this team. They are clean freaks when there at work. "if you have time to lean you have time to clean" I guess this is the cleanest kiosk in the district. And they all strive to give good coustomer service. But ive never really seen this stuff at other places, so thats interesting. Im happy that im working here ^_^

 

Having a regular job has also helped how i act around other people. For example when im talking to a.... bank person, Ill be all happy like and smiley, even though ive only been working for a week and all that stuff.... odd i know... Maybe ill be as crazy as they are, lol... ya

 

So lets see... Im starting actually work working on sunday, and for now Sam's going to try to put me with one other person as much as possible but I will be alone at some points. For example on sunday ill be alone for a half hour. So ya, I hope i do well! Feel free to come visit me, I enjoy the visits!

I have a job! Im a barista at the redondo safeways starbucks ^_^

My life is going rather well!! The last two or three weeks were hell then senior class trip came and it all got SO much better! I got to expierience a few things for the first time, I had some other interesting expieriences, I am more confident in myself, and so much more! ^_^ I learned so much stuff about the seniors that i wish i knew a long time ago cause that would have made this year SO much better! Its going to make graduation alot harder too though. Ive gained so many friends through this trip, and omg it was a blast!! The funny thing is if a parent asked what happened and stuff i wouldnt really have much to say. But if i was talking to a friend there was so much that happened lol I want to get together with them again before graduation ^_^ It was so great!!!

 

Ive learned hot tubs hide things well if you want them too, its not smart to go in a sauna if your under the influence, guys can get... exited alot easier then some might think , You dont know much about people till you live with them for awhile, dont trust your first impressions!, fire is awsome, and much more

 

This senior class was already close and now we are so much closer! it was hilarious at school today. All of use were dead tired and you could tell, but as soon as another senior came near we would get all hyper and start talking about what happened! lol, we are so funny But anyways just though i would get all this out! I am slowly growing out of the hold of a sheltered life, slowly but suerly  It was SO much fun!!!!!!!

 

(spelling was so bad here... )